On this Christmas day, I hope you find peace, joy and happiness. Remember that the spirit inside you is much more important than any material gifts.
I'm hoping to be able to have a full day as Heather with two more over the weekend. The past weekend was nice even though we didn't "do" anything. I had no outside obligations and did my nails in a festive, alternative red and green pattern, wore my new tights, a knit top and cute skirt. I was beyond comfortable.
Monday mornings always make me wonder why I've not just come out to the world. I feel a sense that I'm letting myself down by not being true to me all the time. I've expressed this before. My employer is progressive and bars discrimination against any gender expression. I just need to be me.
Skipping back two paragraphs, I liked my nails so much... I got up, fed the cat, changed out of my nightgown and into a top and leggings to get the morning newspaper and then painted my nails in the same alternating red and green pattern! I almost kept my nails painted Monday morning. Coulda, woulda, shoulda... It's going to be a crossdressed Christmas in my house.
I love to wear my leggings! I think I have four pair. Three black and one grey, two from Costco that are almost like tights/nylons. Super form fitting and relatively thin. The other two are more like knit pants. I love how they feel and think they really make my legs look terrific. Just more ramblings.... Blabbering about nails and leggings? Yep! I have 45 years of Heather that didn't get to express herself and sometimes she's just easily distracted by shiny things.
Back to the original thought,
Merry Christmas.
Love to all, peace to everyone and thank you for visiting my blog.
Heather
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Wednesday, December 25, 2019
Sunday, December 25, 2016
My visit.
Good morning. Happy Hanukkah. Merry Christmas.
My wife and I went to the city yesterday to have dinner with my adult daughters. Before we left home, I asked if there would be any other people attending. No, just the four of us. Ok, engage Heather mode...full speed ahead! I have a nice green tee/tunic with lace trim at the bottom. I think the look is complimentary on my figure. That top with my navy paisley skirt and tights brought out the best of Heather. On the way out of town, the car needed to be re-fueled. I took the initiative to pump gas because my wife was too chilly to do it. We made the seventy mile trip without drama. This was my first time at their house if full Heather mode. Youngest daughter opened the door, looked and smiled when she saw me. Yes, they are very accepting of most things. That younger generation seems to only have hang-ups about hate, bullying and meanness. After dinner, I asked what their plan for the evening was. "Mom is coming over probably around 6:00" was the reply from eldest. We all get along ok but neither wife nor I really wanted to see Ms. Ex-wife so we knew that we'd be heading out in a short time. We also needed to meet one of my co-workers so I could sell her a three of the Android tablets we'd bought a few months ago. It is important to always have an "out" if you don't want to do something!
It was a great visit. We had lots of fun and silliness.
Happy Holidays
Heather.
My wife and I went to the city yesterday to have dinner with my adult daughters. Before we left home, I asked if there would be any other people attending. No, just the four of us. Ok, engage Heather mode...full speed ahead! I have a nice green tee/tunic with lace trim at the bottom. I think the look is complimentary on my figure. That top with my navy paisley skirt and tights brought out the best of Heather. On the way out of town, the car needed to be re-fueled. I took the initiative to pump gas because my wife was too chilly to do it. We made the seventy mile trip without drama. This was my first time at their house if full Heather mode. Youngest daughter opened the door, looked and smiled when she saw me. Yes, they are very accepting of most things. That younger generation seems to only have hang-ups about hate, bullying and meanness. After dinner, I asked what their plan for the evening was. "Mom is coming over probably around 6:00" was the reply from eldest. We all get along ok but neither wife nor I really wanted to see Ms. Ex-wife so we knew that we'd be heading out in a short time. We also needed to meet one of my co-workers so I could sell her a three of the Android tablets we'd bought a few months ago. It is important to always have an "out" if you don't want to do something!
It was a great visit. We had lots of fun and silliness.
Happy Holidays
Heather.
Saturday, December 24, 2016
The question that I was asked.
My spouse often asks me the same questions, over and over again.
Do you love me?
Are you happy?
Can I stay another day?
The answer is an unconditional yes, every time.
She tossed me a new one on Thursday: "Are you satisfied?"
Heather has been "out" for about a year, now. I'm very happy with that decision and for the most part, I'm satisfied with my life. There are things I would love to have and for things I'd like to be different. Financially, I am nowhere near what I want to have to support us after retirement. Physically, I enjoy good health with only a couple of joint issues that cause pain. Work...as long as I'm working for someone else, it'll always just be a job. In terms of Heather's existence, I have things that I strongly desire but I know that some are possible/realistic and some are just a pipe dream. I just need to keep her on a dime-store budget.
We're heading into a new year and I'm looking to spend more time living life my way. I fully intend to spend more time on the town.
Today is Christmas Eve. Wife and I will go to the city to spend time with my daughters, who are aware of Heather. I'll also visit a good friend to deliver some trinkets. At least part of the trip will occur in a skirt and blouse. The only issue that I have is a lack of winter footwear. I will need to find a store that sells something in my size. Payless lists large sizes on the website but I've not seen any available in my area stores.
Merry Christmas to all!
Do you love me?
Are you happy?
Can I stay another day?
The answer is an unconditional yes, every time.
She tossed me a new one on Thursday: "Are you satisfied?"
Heather has been "out" for about a year, now. I'm very happy with that decision and for the most part, I'm satisfied with my life. There are things I would love to have and for things I'd like to be different. Financially, I am nowhere near what I want to have to support us after retirement. Physically, I enjoy good health with only a couple of joint issues that cause pain. Work...as long as I'm working for someone else, it'll always just be a job. In terms of Heather's existence, I have things that I strongly desire but I know that some are possible/realistic and some are just a pipe dream. I just need to keep her on a dime-store budget.
We're heading into a new year and I'm looking to spend more time living life my way. I fully intend to spend more time on the town.
Today is Christmas Eve. Wife and I will go to the city to spend time with my daughters, who are aware of Heather. I'll also visit a good friend to deliver some trinkets. At least part of the trip will occur in a skirt and blouse. The only issue that I have is a lack of winter footwear. I will need to find a store that sells something in my size. Payless lists large sizes on the website but I've not seen any available in my area stores.
Merry Christmas to all!
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